A series of dreams I have had over the past 5 years have been calling me to come and live in New Mexico. I finally decided to pay heed to these nightly dream callings and now find myself living at a retreat center called Garden of the Goddess. It is located on the turquoise trail on a scenic route between Santa Fe and Albuquerque. Cerrillos is the official town where I now live and it was at one time the capital of New Mexico, a thriving center of trade and turquoise mining. Cerrillos was located along a trade and pilgrimage route between Teotihuacan, Mexico and Chaco Canyon, New Mexico where parrot feathers from Mexico and Turquoise mined from Cerrillos New Mexico have been found in Chaco Canyon.
Turquoise became a form of monetary trade between these two spiritual power houses. Turquoise itself was believed by indigenous tribes to hold the spiritual power of the blue sky above, so it is understandable that the stone would be popular in these places of spiritual pilgrimage.
In April 2012 I had the following dream,
I am in a museum or gallery of Turquoise Indian Jewelry and there are many pieces that are displayed in glass cases, I walk through the gallery looking at all of the beautiful jewelry and sculpture and notice they are dusty. These pieces need to be seen, they are only gathering dust. I am offered a job of selling the jewelry. The Indian jewelry belongs to my teacher and there are cases and cases of it in storage and not being seen. I am given a blank check and told I can make whatever I want if I help to sell the jewelry.
I then decided to re-enter the dream recently in August of 2013 when I discovered the opportunity to move to New Mexico and live on the Turquoise Trail.
I was dreaming about the people of Chaco Canyon, seeing the immense pilgrimage that went on where people traveled to the city to take part in a harvest festival. They wore beautiful colorful clothing complete with parrot feathered headdresses. The pilgrimage came from Mexico as they walked the turquoise trail to Cerrillos and then onto Chaco Canyon where thousands of people were gathering for the festival.
Many of my dreams have featured the energy of the dragon or winged serpent known also as Quetzalcoatl from Mexico, and also the Gila Lizard Monster which is native to New Mexico and Arizona.
Home of the Raven Haired Goddess April 13, 2007
I am at a house of a woman who has Raven Hair and the deep dark eyes of a mystic. She is showing me around the cozy stone house where she lives in the woods. The first thing I see are three large black dogs standing watch calmly in the corner, and I notice the house has a large kitchen with Terra Cotta Tiled floor. In the dream I have the awareness that I feel very at home here in this house, I feel like this house belongs to me and I feel this Raven Haired woman is me.
The Raven Haired woman takes me over to show me a black iron cage with several black birds inside.
When I first notice the birds, I feel they are about to change into bats. The Raven Haired woman begins to shake the cage, in order to shake things up and move things along, to shift the black birds into bats. When she does this, the birds begin to change shape and become rounder and fluffier. I wondered if they would transform right in front of my eyes. Not quite, not yet.
The Raven Haired woman tells me this is to prepare me to follow the dragon. EOD
I am now living at this retreat center where the owner is very close in description to the Raven haired goddess. I shared my dream with her, and she commented on the fact that here on the land, there is a rock formation where bats fly out in the fall of each year, and a place where Ravens also like to roost. She also organizes and leads sacred journeys to Teotihuacan which she has done for the past 15 years.
In 2008 I had the following dream,
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I see a map of Arizona, there are rainbow colored arrows pointing from Flagstaff and Sedona southeast at an angle to a particular spot on the
map and then the arrows go back up headed northeast. I can hear music playing in connection with the arrows on the map. I can also hear a
woman’s voice speaking to me. She tells me it is time for you to accept your own power, it is time for you to wake up! I can see a large tree
that has appeared several times in my dreams previously. I then see under the earth in the area on the Map where I was
shown, there is a huge lizard that lives under the earth. It is moving and I can feel the energy of it, I can see the scales of its skin and
the design of it with red and black in an intricate woven design. The energy that I am feeling and seeing in the dream suddenly is in my
throat and then into my heart. I feel my rib cage expand open and it cracks loudly. I am now feeling the energy of the Lizard Woman and she
is calling me to her. She says, you need to come to this land. I feel the deep coursing energy of this place in my own body in my throat and
heart. I feel the energy of this lizard that has been woven together through story and song through the centuries of the people who inhabit
this place. It is a place of deep healing and a place to embody power. EOD
I was deeply touched by this dream experience and felt it was a call from the land itself to come and claim my power. I always knew my dreams would reveal when it was time for me to make my move.
She’s Got Her Feet in the Stars and Her Head in the Universe 7-28-13
My teacher begins talking about my dream to me, and says, “She’s got her feet in the stars and her head in the Universe.” When he says this I am now huge like a galaxy spread out like the Milky Way. He begins to bring in a power into my being that is like a dragon. I am feeling it in my whole being, and I begin to breath like a dragon, and make sounds like a dragon. I find that I have become a Giant Gila Monster, I have red and black designs across my being and I am the beaded monster. I feel the power of this energy in my being and tremendous healing energy. It is scary to carry the intensity of this energy in my being, and I am worried how others will take my presence as I carry this energy. The vastness of my being and the incredible energy of the Gila Monster carries an intensity and vibration that I am feeling the sound and vibration of and I become conscious in my dream and notice this as a very real experience.EOD
It was after having this dream, I knew it was time for me to go back to New Mexico. It was time for me to follow the dragon who is leading me along the Turquoise trail connected to Teotihuacan, Mexico to Cerrillos New Mexico to Chaco Canyon New Mexico. I have dreamt of all of these places over the past 5 or 6 years and wondered what their connection was to me, now that I have found my own place among the Turquoise Trail, it all seems to make more sense to me now.
Just before moving out here this past week I had this dream,
8-20-13 Following the Dragon
A long dream where I become conscious at one point when I am there with another woman and we are talking about the dragon underground. I become aware this dragon is under the earth in Santa Fe, and it is this energy that I am connected to that is bringing me there. I am following the dragon. EOD.